ohh. .
i do not know again what is happening.
i want to be with you,darling. even if i supposed to move to you. i'm ready to pay this price for warmness i feel. all we feel should continue in endless stream of time, wherever it will take place in. in yours country, in mine. this is doesnt matters. one thing i can only care about - its you. you the most valuable thing i have now and i had ever been gifted by universe. you once said that you do not want to lose me. and i said no way. do not even think about it. only over my dead body.
you the only person in the whole world i can love. because it is more than real. you know how it is real and strong. so strong, that i want to be your island .my darling. the only one thing can be important. nor the war, happening now, nor the thing i must to be locked in mental institution for a some time. it is all nothing in front of what i feel to you. i am worried only about you, us/ . . .
and this time and difficulties we must pass through. we should take like a sword of our warmness and smash it. because we are adamantine. and even if it is not by now. with our tender feelings to each other we can defeat it. this fucked up distance, this all material and finencial problems. you knw, i told you. we can do it. and we will/
my sweet and dear. i wish you know how i miss you. i want to leave this note here. may be you will see it.
i love you, my mouse. more than i can say. more than i can share.
and remember. we both are one. best couple ever. we just didnt realized to the end it. family you are mine.
yours,
ien/

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